i have to move on

i have to choose now. to move on or im juz gonna b stuck here til forever. deepn inside my heart, i too wanna feel happy again, i wanna smile again, but i don't wanna choose somebody new juz bcoz im afraid 2b alone, selfish to make myself happy, where at da same time, im juz gonna hurt that new person who truly care for me. i know i have to move on. but i don't wanna choose this new path juz bcoz i need to think of sum1 else so dat i can forget u. now i hv dis 2 wonderful guy whom be nice to me. both want me to make decision with my future. honestly, i won't choose any of them coz i feel like deep inside, i'm only gonna hurt them cuz i'm not doing it bcoz i love them. i'm a bad person. i don't deserve any of them. i'm sorry for not being able to move on yet.