as usual, i cannot sleep well. i woke up early but i force myself to continue sleeping because i hate waking up. the moment i open my eyes, tears falling down. every time i cry, my lips will get dry. every time i smile, this dry lips of mine will crack and bleed. and when it bleed, people will know that i have cried again. how can you be so heartless and do this to me?
how long will i have to put on this poker face? i feel like an absolute clown. now you never seems to bother about me at all. but why can't i feel the same way about you too? for all i know, this is all started from you. help me to understand why you hate me so much. tell me that i have been a bad person and the things that i have done wrong. it is better to be blame for all the wrong you did rather than be blame for something you did not do at all.
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